Future

The problem isn't that I don't know what I want to do with my life. Well, that is a little bit of the problem. The dilemma lies in all the things that I want to do. I don't have any sort of direction about what I should do when I graduate. But, I have a peace about it because I'm positive that God has me right where He wants me. I hate to be one of these types of girls, but ultimately, I can't wait to get married and have kids. Don't freak out yet... I am absolutely not ready for that point in my life... but eventually... I hope that happens. This is not the only thing that I want though. I want to learn to paint better. Maybe I will start taking classes. I also want to decorate houses for people, it is something I like doing... even if being an interior designer isn't my career. But, I also like the idea of owning a cafe. I have no idea how to make coffee (haha), but I would sell cupcakes and bake blueberry muffins and pumpkin bread. I would cover the walls with inspiring artwork and play music that hits the spot. You know what else would be so awesome? I would totally love to choose the music that goes in TV shows. I know it's a weird thought... but how amazing would it be to have that job?! I like teaching too... which is probably my most realistic goal... although I'm not as passionate about it as other things. I want to travel too. Of course, everyone wants to travel. I would like to spend some time cruising through Italy, laying on the beach in Greece, feeding kids in Africa (I have more selfish reasons that you would think), maybe exploring Australia, and speaking my broken spanish somewhere in South America. Oh, the rain forest also! I've always wanted to see the rain forest! Well, anyways, I could spend all day dreaming of the possible things I want to do with my life. No direction, you see? But, I'm right where I should be. My future holds something amazing... I know this to be true. It's exciting and scary at the same time :D