Sunday, August 30, 2009

I have 3 weeks left of school and I am sitting in my very comfortable chair at my desk while procrastinating. I hate to say it, but I am burned out. So, to find "inspiration"- which I have discovered in mainly for the purpose of pure enjoyment- I have been browsing blogs and daydreaming. I'm a horrible school girl. I have sweet little things planned out in my head at the moment. Glass jars with flowers, hand drawn paper notes, beautiful hair clips with flowers and beads... oh my. I'm starting to think that if I don't get my work done I could literally stay in my comfortable chair forever and eventually get awful sores and never ever see the day that all my plans and dreams come to life. So, I'll press on.


Tuesday, June 30, 2009

It's a crazy time in a girl's life- in this girl's life at least. It seems that everyday I am overcome by a different emotion- excitement, envy, nervousness, panic, joy, ambition... it goes on and on. I know these are the days that I will look back on with happiness yet hardly remember. I'm trapped in the middle of a whirlwind of events. There is new life, new names, new families that have been monumentally established and new roads to follow. It's a funny thing. It's that time in my life that I've dreamed about since I was a little girl. I have new ambitions that I have gained over time. I've surprised myself by finding happiness in business as well as creativeness. I feel more powerful than I have ever felt. It is a feeling of greatness and fear entwined together.